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Dreariness


As many of you know I have Depression.

Yes I have it, and no as far as I know, it’s not contagious.

Depression is just like its sounds, depressing it makes you tired, sad, emotional, it can cause unexplainable pain, headaches and it can make you feel like you have the worst case of the flu ever.

It sucks.

I have treatment for my illness, but some days I still hit the bottom of the barrel. Just like having any illness, it’s treated but not cured.

Today, my friends, is one of those days. It took all I had in me to even think about getting out of bed, and that is impressive, I got out of bed. There was a time where that would not have happened, not for this girl, bed, bottle of water and a book, and you wouldn’t see me all day.

Not today though I got out of bed, now I didn’t shower, but I’m not in my P.J’s so that is even a bigger plus. There are a lot of things that are making my day awful, but I am not going to go through the list.

I just wanted to state to the world, I got out of bed and I got dressed. I am impressed with me. And that’s a big deal to me, so I made it a big deal to you.

Here are some links on depression:

What causes Depression

Neurobiology

This is something I have to tell myself, not just others.


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To live in hearts we leave behind Is not to die. ~Thomas Campbell


As this year ends, I want to say, Good Bye to the dear loved ones, I lost along the way.

Death is the end, the end we all face and nothing will fill the hole, which your loss had placed.

You will be remembered, talked about, and thought about often, you will not fade from my heart, because nothing will be forgotten.

I know, like all lives do, yours had to end, and in that thought, someday my heart shall mend.

‎”As long as we live, they too shall live, for they are a part of us, as we remember them.”
Seven people, whom I cared about, passed this year, and I miss and love you all.

To the Eleven, I lost in years pass, I miss you more then I know, and love you all just as deeply.

To My Daddy, The Earth isn’t the same without you, and I will never be either, I love you.